karma really is a fucking little bitch that will bite you right in the ass when you are least aware.

perhaps if you hurt yourself enough times you will be immune to the pain. but somehow, like the little masochists (thanks, M!) that we are, we always come running back for more.

i don't think i know how to place these emotions anymore. there are times when you feel like giving up, and then there are these times when you feel so fucking stubborn that you want to hold on to that one little thing that keeps you going, unfortunately, it's already slipping out of your grasp.

i think for me, at least, the chicken has flown the coop. and all it takes, ladies and gentlemen, are five stupid words. remember that, you fucking little bitch.