Disjointed

I think sometimes animals are better creatures than human beings. At least they learn to avoid doing things that hurt them, but human beings never learn - they just go at it again until they die.

And we are never satisfied with we have. We keep asking for more and more, until we bleed everyone dry and we still end up unhappy.

Life is just too tedious. There are days when I feel like I would be better off spending the entire day in bed, looking out of the window, just soaking in the fucking misery.

Nostalgia

Damnit. I miss the times when I (1) was thin; (2) had short hair; and (3) was happy.

Anais, Elodie, Rachael, Stephie and Josh, I miss you! I don't seem to get along with the new people, try as I might. I mean, they are nice and all, but we have different interests and we just don't click.

On another note, I'm hitting the gym tomorrow, at 9am. Wish me luck.

"Dear Leonard, to look life in the face, always to look life in the face and to know it for what it is. At last, to know it, to love it, for what it is and then to put it away. Leonard, always the years between us, always the years, always the love. Always the hours."

It is such an ambivalent feeling.